lol… okay, stoner
March 18th, 2023 @ 1:07 am
i’ve been trying to figure out my top 10 fave songs by the cure tn, and boy is it difficult (an honorary mention to primary, which ALMOST made this list). this is what i finished with, though (i would say 85% solid on the order, as well):
1. a night like this
2. just like heaven
3. disintegration
4. lovesong
5. the walk
6. how beautiful you are
7. fascination street
8. in between days
9. why can’t i be you?
10. 2 late
also, i just realized while going over my list, it’s really fucking awesome listening to disintegration stoned. it’s so dark, i love it. i put it on from the start and plainsong is kind of echo-y and my senses were on overdrive. i noticed that i’m listening to the music more than the vocals, too.
thinking about that made me giggle, though. i never got stoned and listened to music over the years… it’s kind of funny at age 41 to have a new experience, generally speaking, nevermind regarding an album i’ve been listening to for decades.
over the last year, i’ve been eating thc gummies. since i was a teenager, i always hated smoking weed (i’d get WAY too high, i was high for way too long, i wouldn’t talk, i couldn’t move, i hated dry mouth), but i do enjoy partaking in these lil sugar cubes kristen introduced me to, bc none of that shit happens. as i’m getting older, drinking just gives me a headache. if i take half a gummie, i feel good for a nice amount of time and i can chill out without being so stoned i don’t want to walk or talk. i also don’t get hangovers from these lil gummies… 🙂 i usually only take them when i’m home and on the couch and/or about to go to sleep. they get rid of my headaches and help me sleep solidly, so they’re fun and helpful!
it’s nice to sometimes eat 3/4 vs 1/2 of an edible and then i get all like “watch trippy shit when it hits” kind of stoned (i even have an entire IG saved folder of trippy shit i find to watch/listen to). yes, a smol amount of gummy will get me there, lol. it’s kind of embarrassing, but whatevz, i’m having fun and aint hurtin no one. besides, i think it’s good i still have a tolerance and that i get like that, rather than slipping into a functional-on-weed person (no judgement, i just don’t want to be that girl). i’ve never understood how people pull that off. i’ve also never tried microdosing, so maybe i should shut up, but i really hate being out in public stoned. i get paranoid that everyone can tell that i am high and i don’t want to have to interact with others, bc they’ll figure it out. i guess that’s why i only like doing it at night, on the couch.
anyways, back to listening to disintegration!