January 25th, 2022 @ 2:08 pm
i want to live alone
because the greatest love
is always ruined by the bickering
the argument of living
i want to live alone
i could be happy on my own
♥ ♥ ♥
:opens up chipotle container expecting a delicious chicken quesadilla, opens it and finds horribly greasy/flakey quesadilla with some type of charred meat that was super spicy and NOT chicken: “wtf is this?” – me
:uncovers “dipping” stuff (sour cream/salsa): “here’s the sour cream and stuff” – steve
“that’s not what i’m complaining about, wtf is this meat?” – me
“you’re the worst with food when it comes back wrong. you’re just like joe, i feel like i’m dating joe.” – steve, with an extremely pissy attitude, right off the bat
“wtf, i’m just saying this food is wrong…” – me
“well you can’t order a replacement (via uber eats, they only refund not exchange the wrong food)” – steve :off in the distance still bitching angrily about how i am *the worst* when food arrives incorrectly:
“did i ask for a replacement? i’m just asking, when have you ever seen me order or eat a steak quesadilla? don’t you think there’s a reason for that?” – me, who just really doesn’t want to eat a steak quesadilla (ever)
“never.” – steve
“THAT’S BECAUSE I DON’T LIKE STEAK IN QUESADILLA FORM!” – me
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i hate bickering and fighting with people. i will admit that i do have OCD about shit in my house (mainly my room and the kitchen), but everyone i know is warned about it. i don’t just bitch at others for absolutely no reason… especially stupid little things.
i legit can not believe i just got bitched at and full-on attitude for receiving my fucking lunch wrong. i am sitting here like wtf just happened? am i crazy? i almost feel like texting someone to ask if i am totally in the wrong here. i mean, sure i could have eaten whatever it was, but i didn’t want to. i don’t like any other meat from chipotle. why should i eat something i don’t enjoy? i feel like if i had asked my friends, they’d just be biased and be like “oh you’re totally in the right”.
i understand this pandemic still has us feeling fatigued, isolated and annoyed, but why take it out on others (if that’s the case)?
it’s a good thing i ordered two meals for dinner yesterday, or i would have had nothing to eat for lunch today… shit.