October 28th, 2020 @ 3:30 pm
posted on : june 7th, 2OO2 – at 12:11 p
:[ fudging alarm clock went off at 9:12 am today. i wanted to smash the damn LL cool J CD spinnin’ in the stereo this morning when i heard dat ish! hahahaha (“all world” baybee!!) that means i got a whole FOUR hours of sleep :[ YUCK!! i feel like doOdy pie!! the AM hours really suck. nothing to do cuz everyone else is either sleeping or at work or school. so i decided to put on tv… AM tv sucks. only thing is like those wack ass talk shows like “ricki lake” and “jerry springer” – which i used to enjoy lol. but nah. not today man.
this first paragraph made me nearly have a seizure… wtf was with my vocabulary? lolawww man, RIP my aiwa stereo. i miss it… it was one of those sexy 5 disc changer jams. i used to use it as my alarm clock in high school/my early 20s. i wonder why in 2002 i still had ll cool j in there.
i don’t understand why i was complaining about either show, and i wish ricki lake was on now… and jenny jones. those shows were awesome.
when i was in high school and i used to cut in the morning cuz i was a lazy chewbickie (not a word, but used often between me and sophie).. i’d be watching jerry springer and what not all the time. and that was before that shit had like those weird camera angles. you know what i mean – right before the fight or as soon as it happens the camera is all shaking so you cant see a thing but you know there’s a fight.. haha. oh yeah – i got to watch jerry springer hardcore SON!! :] haha. but now that shit sucks. and now that i’m older, i can tell that shit is SoOoOo fake. i used to tell myself that shit wasn’t staged just so i’d be entertained. damn, but the media just took all my innocence away. lol. i hate all those talk shows. but there’s always one that stays in my heart. <3 oh richard bey <3 – i mean dayum that shit was just outta this world weird haha. the scenarios that show used to have.. all those midgets doing freaky things haha.
OMG WHY DID I SPEAK THIS WAY? “ish”, “chewbickie”, “hardcore SON”man, the richard bey show was great. i wonder if the episodes are online somewhere.
anyways, this jerry springer episode inspired me to bitch my wittle heart out in my philly section. OH yeah :] i’ll have a couple of things in there later on :]
my judgy lil ass used to have a “philly” aka philosophy section where i would openly bitch about immoral or fucked up things i disapproved of. mainly things that affected other people – bad behavior type stuff, society stuff, etc.it was like modern day comments sections but you couldn’t @ me. : kanye shrug :
after inspiration, i talked to my boss for a little bit on the phone and decided i was gonna eat and try to catch some more zZz’s and then my moms house phone was ringing. shiott wasn’t shutting up so i got up and my aunt judy was on the other end telling me my aunt necie was rushed off to the hospital. she was having trouble breathing. okay… my aunt necie is like a grandmother to me. when something goes wrong with her it makes me VERY nervous. she had triple bypass surgery a few years ago and they aren’t sure if this is related or not. anyways, i’m just really really scared and sad. my mom’s getting outta work early so we can drive out to the hospital. everyone say a lil prayer <3
reading this brings me great sadness. i remember when this was happening… i mean, i think about her all the time, but funny she came up this way today. i for some odd reason keep catching whiffs of her perfume the last two days, around my house. i don’t know why. i don’t even know what perfume she wore, but i def know exactly when i smell it.since i’ve had shingles, i’ve only been using baby shampoo on my hair. i went with the purple/lavender one because i loathe the smell of the yellow one (and the smell of babies – blech). maybe the perfume had hints of lavender or something and i’m just smelling my own hair?
PS – me and katy have to look at rates for our plans in the alliance. we haven’t forgotten about it!! we’ll have some updates as soon as things calm down on this side. sorry katy pie things have been hectic girl! but i luff u <333
me and some fellow web cam site people on the east coast were trying to host a get-together in 2002. it never happened, but it would have been fun. maybe after pandemic is fully over we can talk various cam people into a retreat.
man, sometimes i was a boring blogger, lol.