October 14th, 2013 @ 2:05 pm

i walked from my bedroom into the kitchen, the cat needed food.  as soon as i got to the kitchen sink, BOOOOOOOOOM! straight to the floor.  i was sitting on the floor and i couldn’t stand up, i couldn’t lift my head, i couldn’t even turn my head.  i felt like something around me was evil but i couldn’t see.  the only thing that i could see was my right arm with the three usual bracelets that i wear.  i saw them vividly coloured, and i felt myself flailing, but visually i was not moving.  sometimes it would flicker in front of me, like a TV screen.  i would see just a split second of what i was doing mechanically, but my arm still sat stationary to where it was between those flickers.

somehow i stood up.  i tried to walk backwards, because sometimes in dreams when i can’t move forwards at all, or if i’m going too slowly, i’ll turn around and move at regular speed.  that didn’t work this time.  i just dragged myself slowly to a mirror in the bathroom.  once i got to the mirror and i looked into it, i saw myself but with all japanese characteristics.  i got up very closely to look at my cheekbones and eyes.  once i got to my eyes, i saw that they were completely bloodshot and gooey.  there was some type of red tissue growing over my iris, which i’m guessing was why i was having visual issues(?).

i woke up and instantly saw my bracelets and my arm was positioned the same way that it was through my entire dream.