October 18th, 2020 @ 11:55 pm
posted on : april 5th, 2OO2 – at 6:05 p
i talked to my daddy on the phone today! it was really weird. i didn’t want to talk to him – i just wanted to meet him but my grandma gave him the phone tonight because he came a day early lol. my brother who was said so seem like a “cold fish” about it had his stuff packed last night so i guess that’s why they came down so early. it’s so cute :”] i’m so happy that they’re excited!
my poor dad is so nervous that he had like nothing to say on the phone. but that’s why i didn’t want to talk to him first i just wanted to see him but whatever. he’s got the DEEPEST voice lol.
okay i have to go shopping for something to wear now. i ran lotsa errands today :”] i got my eyebrows done and i got my dad and grandma cards too. i got a nice card for my dad with a poem that maya angelou wrote. it goes a lil somethin’ like this:
“We can not change the past, but we can change our attitude toward it. Uproot the guilt and plant forgivness. Tear out arrogance and seed humility. Exchange love for hate – therby, making the present comfortable and the future promising”.
haha i didn’t know WHERE to start when i got into hallmark (the one you buy my bears from caryn lol – STILL IN TACT). so i asked the lady at the counter and she picked out, well, a perfect one!! i love the poem – it’s exactly what i was looking for.
the worst part about that entire weekend is that my poor dad wouldn’t stop crying and apologizing. i mean, i obviously know it’s to be expected, especially now that i’m older… but back then, it was just so stressful for me. i just wanted him to be happy and fun. i guess i just didn’t comprehend the amount of shit he had on his shoulders.
in other nice things that happened today, Jeff’s surprise butter butler came in the mail today lol. (oh i’m so nice & thoughtful lol) it’s awesome! not one of those products that only work on TV haha. it’s really cool. i really want the perfect pancake.. if only they had wishlists for items like these :”[ sigh. lol.
okay i’m going to start working on the shout out part of the site soon so don’t fret. a special shout out to my sexy chocolate (LMAO) javie and my spliffarific tiff 😀 (HUG ME LONGER – LMAO) and to DRE who recently re-hooked me with tiff <33 i love you all lol.
gotta go buy some girl jeans so buh bye!