June 14th, 2022 @ 12:34 am

VIRGO (06/13/22)

don’t be shocked if you find yourself deep in your feelings today, virgo. the moon is hunkered down in your 4th house of home and emotions, so you might be inclined to keep things low-key rather than go all out. the moon will sync up with mars in your private 8th house, so you could find yourself dealing with some rather intense matters. if a family member or roommate treats you rudely, on purpose or not, you may not be able to react lightly.

i have not been in the right mindset for days.  i can’t stop crying… and i never cry.  i am so fucking overwhelmed, and on so many fronts.  please moon, spare me.

…but i also really need a push.

February 9th, 2022 @ 11:25 am

“feeling rather unappreciated could really wear on you today. while getting a bit more respect shouldn’t do you any harm, consider the possibility that you’re just feeling a touch over-sensitive. you don’t have to work every hour of every day to receive respect! the easiest way to encourage positive feedback would be to offer it freely — to others and yourself. they’ll probably appreciate the kind words and may also be inspired to offer some genuine appreciation to you in return.”

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i don’t want to and shouldn’t have to explain to people that i need/deserve respect, appreciation, care, attention, etc. when they’re in certain roles in my life — i also shouldn’t expect people to give the same amount of energy, thought and respect that i give in return, but that’s all i really want and i don’t even want that much…  i want just enough to not leave me feeling like this.  it’s a terrible battle that leaves me sour on others fast.  why is it so hard to find equals in this life?