bluebirds and demons
December 10th, 2012 @ 11:16 am
i was sitting down in what i thought was my house or apartment with miss sheena she, when a little brown/blue bird landed in my hands. after the initial confusion of why a bird flew to my hands inside, i got up and brought it to the front door. after i brought it to the front door, i plopped him gently down on a patch of grass in front of the door. as soon as he hit the grass, from the point of where he landed, blue filled the floor and spread outward. it crawled up anything standing and even to the sky. everything turned blue with a luminescent glow, then the same spread started over the blue with thin, white, glowing floral outlines.
after being in awe at how pretty all of this was, i turned around to look at sheena’s expression and the same thing happened behind her, but green instead of blue.
(the image provided was found a few days later in the subway. i found it while walking through a station near my house. i stopped and couldn’t believe my eyes. the outline and how it takes up the entire surroundings is almost exactly what it looked like in my dream (although the floor was the starting point and the outlines weren’t filled in).)
the demon:
i went into an apartment on the first floor of a house, i walked in and there was a door to a second room. after going through the second room, i went to the third room. i think that i initially thought it was “haunted”, but i didn’t care. i had to go in to drop something off to a small child that lived there (i think it was a toy).
when i got into the third room, i realized that no one was there, and that it could be very dangerous. i turned around to leave and i felt super strength holding me down and preventing me from leaving. i remember grabbing the door and pulling forward, and looking down at short/blue shag carpet. whatever it was, it was almost dragging me, but i think it was just holding my entire body back from moving forward. i got through that door, and back in the second room, it was short/green shag carpet. this room was worse. it got stronger and i got very fearful. i had to kick and pull myself out of that room.
back into the first room, short/mustard yellow shag carpet. it let go a little and i dragged myself out of a window.
i immediately went to go get oscar. i ran into my boyfriends friends, i tried to tell them what was going on, but no one was listening to me. they were all laughing and talking amongst themselves like they didn’t even see me.
i went to my apartment and was knocking on the ceiling to my neighbor rose for help… frantic knocks, she never answered. i scooped kitty and went upstairs to her apartment, rose had a house full of kids that she was tutoring? i got angry and confused…
i woke up.