October 29th, 2014 @ 5:31 pm
sooooooooooo, i’m currently dating my best friend steve.
something changed one day… but i didn’t want to potentially fuck up one of my favorite friendship/relationships in the world. we took the leap anyways. the last blood moon landed me locked out of my apartment and into his rescue. at like 3AM, he had to come pick me up and bring me to his apartment. i decided to sleep with him vs. the couch. nothing happened, but we were snuggin’ so hard. it just felt right.
since he took a new position at jetblue, he’s been traveling to different cities. when he goes, he’s gone for weeks at a time. after reuniting a few months ago, we started hanging out A LOT again, and when he’s not home it feels so weird. i feel so empty and i have been missing him a lot. the last trip, i was so happy to see him that i didn’t want to let go when i had hugged him. i just realized how much i really love him, and i didn’t realize it could be in this way.